Tribute to myself. I missed me.

The feeling of being alone is very bitter sweet to me. At night when everyone is asleep when all is quiet and no one worth talking to is on facebook to comment or like my statuses, my mind likes to talk to me. No distractions, no one to divert my attention away from me and my thoughts. It seems like I know myself more than anyone else but im so unfamiliar with myself that I could be a totally different person. But the silence of the night makes me HAVE to listen to myself. That lonely feeling makes me need me and I no longer depend on the outside world for my happiness and entertainment. I am most happy in my company, I have flashbacks of wonderful memories of my childhood when I was alone with me. Laugh and have true "inside jokes" that only I and myself can understand. While I write this it's bringing me closer to myself, it's like a tribute to me telling myself, "Hey man, I love you and I haven't forgotten about you. You're the most awesome person ever homie no one can break us apart.". I promise that I will love me more than anyone else can love me unless I give myself permission to let someone else love me, and I am really possessive over myself. I will no longer ignore my cries for attention. Ive never needed me more than I need myself now. And I will be here for me because me an I both know that no one else can. I love me, and I will never leave me again.