Thursday, February 24, 2011
Mind Splurge Episode 9: Insecure
A lot of people may not know it but I was EXTREMELY insecure at one point in time. I had very low self-esteem, I felt like I was a lame ugly duckling that only was supposed to sit at the dirty side of the pond. In my insecurities I drove my first love away, failed in school, and did many other horrible things that we VERY unlike me. BUT! In those insecurities I gained something... And that something is!!!!! VAST sexual knowledge!!! Let me explain. For a LONG while, I felt that if I was to keep a woman, that I would have to be AMAZING in bed. Now me being a virgin at the time, (or at least I felt like it, my first few times were an EPIC fail on both of our parts) I felt like I had NO sexual knowledge and that any man bigger than me (In body and/or penis size) could take my woman away from me effortlessly (which isn't true at all but I didn't know that at the time..). So I went on a journey to find out every tip, trick, method, technique, enhancement, and advantage I could so that NO MAN, and I mean NO MAN would EVER be able to take ANY WOMAN from me. So I read every book I could, talked to every sexually uninhibited woman I could, took notes in sex chat rooms, read EVERY article, did every exercise, and had as much sex I could possibly have (which wasn't much) in hopes that I could become this amazing sex guru that could make any woman have the most intense orgasm she could ever have in her life just from hearing the sound of my epic ass voice... With the exception of the voice thing I think that I've succeeded lmao.
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Interesting, its always good to read about a young man who does he research to articulate the craft of sex and on making sure his partner is as satisfied as he would like to be.
I knew I liked you for a reason lol. But I was the same way when I was younger, some people just go through that. I tried to read any and everything I could get my hands on, talked to tons of people, watched some porn, all of that. But I get no complaints right about now, so I guess I learned something lol.
I think everyone at one point goes through a stage in their life where she/he feels insecure. I am impressed that you used that emotion to strengthen an area in your life that some wouldn't even think about exploring. Wished all men would do the same...lol..So do you plan to share your secrets with the male masses out there???
Absolutely, because both men and women deserve to have the knowledge to make their sex life better. And who knows, reading this may motivate them to strengthen other aspects of their life as well.
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