Sexual ANGER!!!!!

Yeah so... The way that I'm feeling isn't even sexual frustration anymore... Im angry. But I have too much pride to tweet or make a status about it.. People don't understand a man that passes up pussy. I have the ability to get it *literally* ANYTIME I want from various beautiful women, but I either don't cross that boundary or I don't trust them that much. Like I said, fucking a bunch of bitches just isn't appealing to me anymore, that's just the way I am. But talking about this sexual anger shit to friends isn't making it better at all. It only makes me more angry because I'm keeping it on my mind. Now instead of sexual energy, it's NEGATIVE sexual energy and today is one of those days where I think about something negative and it spirals into more negativity.  Now I'm horny as fuck, irritated, bored, and hungry; thinking about how my homie just died, and how sexy the new bitch at work is, and how I don't have anymore hoes like I used to that I could trust to fuck... Smh. Today is not a good day so far. Glad I'm optimistic. CHEEUH!!!

Btw porn doesn't work for me, I know yall thought, "Why won't he just go jack off?", it bores me more than anything. Bitches faking and shit.. Niggas can't eat pussy or don't have a stroke. I can't watch porn that doesn't impress me.. I feel that if I can do better then whats the point?